luahan

ada lebih kurang 6 bln bakal grad.

''innamal 'usri yusra''

ya Allah,Engkau sebaik2 perancang,
ya Allah Engkau lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hamba Mu,
ya Allah Engkau tidak menguji hambaMu di luar kemampuannya,
ya Allah kuatkanlah hati kami,bantulah kami dalam setiap langkah perjalanan hidup kami
jadikanlah kami hambaMu yang sentiasa bersabar menghadapi dugaan Mu
ya Allah janganlah Engkau biarkan kami lalai dan jauh dariMU,
sehingga kami lupa akan hari pertemuan kami dengnaMu,
sehingga kami lupa akan bekalan kami untuk hidup kekal abadi di akhirat kelak.
ya Allah janganlah Engkau biarkan kerjaya kami,harta benda kami,anak2 kami dan keluarga kami kelak membuatkan kami LALAI DAN JAUH dariMu. T_T


makin banyak ujian makin kuat rasa kebergantungan kita pada Allah
Allah uji sebab Allah sayang

gelisah

sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted

He deprives you to give

There’s an amazing thing about broken hearts.
When you don’t get what you want, you discover a need.
When you discover a need, you begin to ask.
When a request is unfulfilled, you keep asking.
Sometimes He doesn’t give you what you ask for when He wants to give you something more.
Sometimes He doesn’t give you right away because He knows there’s something better.
Or so you can keep asking.
Because it is in the process of begging, the process of crying to Allah, that you are elevated and brought nearer.
It is in the process of asking that you are brought to the foot of His throne.
It is your need and helplessness that drove you to His throne.
He deprives to give!!!

soulmate

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. 

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. 

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...” 

― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

tidak perlu yang sempurna

:):):)

oh my iman!

my iman and my self motivation keep fluctuating..
what am i suppose to do?

but lately i kind of 'addicted' to this book.
hopefully 'it' will help me to 'istiqomah'/stand firm with what am i doing and renew my 'iman',my motivation,my intention,my purpose of life from time to time.

evendoe buku ni dah cam agak lapuk..and dlu tak penah baca betol2 and hadam betol2 pon.
tapi sekarang..kena sedarkan diri dah kot.
hidup di dunia sekali sahaja.hargai hidup kamu!


''Ia akan berkata: "Alangkah baiknya kalau aku dahulu sediakan amal-amal baik untuk hidupku (di sini)!" al fajr 24




(learn..try to implement what you've understood.kamu boleh!)

'Fairytales' Do Come True ; Love Story Begins

if someone have gut to do this to me..i will be the luckiest girl in the world!
yeah..love is not just uttering the word 'i love u'.
love means you have to prove it instead.

pergi jumpa mak ayah cakap ''saya suka anak pak cik saya mahu sunting anak pak cik sebagai isteri saya ''..that's the real man i think.

however it's a lil bit difficult to find a real man like in this video...
suka a girl then terus jumpa parents..
never give up even the girl rejected him at first.

dia da datang

PMS

PMS refers to a set of symptoms that tend to:
Start during the second half of the menstrual cycle (14 days or more after the first day of your last menstrual period)
Go away within 1 - 2 days after a menstrual period starts
The most common physical symptoms include:

-Bloating or feeling gaseous
-Breast tenderness
-Clumsiness
-Constipation or diarrhea
-Food cravings
-Headache
-Less tolerance for noises and lights
-Confusion, difficulty concentrating, or forgetfulness
-Fatigue and feeling slow or sluggish
-Feelings of sadness or hopelessness
-Feelings of tension, anxiety, or edginess
-Irritable, hostile, or aggressive behavior, with outbursts of anger toward self or others
-Mood swings
-Poor judgment
-Poor self-image, feelings of guilt, or increased fears
-Sleep problems (sleeping too much or too little)

oh my future husband hopefully you will understand.haha

indeed Allah is the best Planner!

when God moves you, comply .
don't try to impose your own plan upon The Best of Planner.
don't attempt to resist the irresistable (Al Qahar,one of Allah's name)

buka buku baru

sudah tahun baru..
even terlambat post tapi still, tahun baru..
sekarang tutup buku lama,buka buku baru..
tinggal yang lama cari yang baru.haha

one of my usrah member said,
''kekadang sedih untuk benda yang tak perlu ni merugikan diri sendiri,
just like when you swallow the poison but looking to others to die.''
kita sedih sebab somebody tp that 'somebody' maybe tak teraffected pon.
last2 kita membazirkan air mata kita sahaja.heh

''all is well'' :D