The Quran is an immense treasure meant to guide us through darkness like the stars guide travelers of the desert..

Monday, September 19, 2011

ho oh ho

salam blog..lama x menjengukk.hehe

hari ni..after stalking situ sini..

sy terbaca satu article yg agak menarik..dan boleh dibuat pengajaran untk bakal2 doktor


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May 27, 2011

here are few examples of the instant noodle house officers that i have met..

# case 1

patient in hypovolemia with hypotension..

MO: pls do fluid resuscitation..

HO doesn’t know what fluid resuscitation is, and malu (shy shy la) to ask the MO.. but he remembers resuscitation is something to do with CPR (cadiopulmonary resuscitation).. so he performs chest compression in a CONSCIOUS patient, causing respiratory distress to the patient, and the patient is looking at him in one kind.. and the smokes come out from the MO’s head..

deserved for HO paling tukul award.. (this HO graduated from Russia, recipient of scholarship from a famous local body)..

# case 2

vital signs stable on a dead body..

the HO did his evening round in the acute bay.. one of the patients was intubated due to head injury.. the family members told him the body became stiff 2 hours ago.. but the monitor still showing pulse rate (patient on ionotropes).. so he documented “patient GCS remains poor, vital signs stable, continue the same management”.. huh..????? how to become a doctor even he/she can’t even differentiate between LIFE and DEATH..????? why do they want to spend the parents and tax payers money to study medicine but the medical knowledge is lousier than a layman..?????

deserved for HO otak ketam award.. (again, this is another HO graduated from Russia)..

# case 3

for MO to resus patient..

i was attending a patient in the female surgical ward..

suddenly another patient in the same ward collapsed and desaturated.. the nurses were shouting and called the surgical house officer who was sitting at the counter doing nothing at that time to attend the patient.. he walked slowly to the bed of that patient but did not examine the patient, he just pointed his finger toward me “neh, doktor dekat sana”.. huh????? what type of houseman is this..????? asking a MO to attend a collapsed patient without examining and doing the initial resuscitation works..?????

deserved for HO ubi kentang award.. (this HO graduated from a local public university, one of the three oldest medical schools in this country)..

# case 4

for MO to insert branula..

during my housemanship time in 2006, when we have problem in inserting a branula, we NEVER called our MO for help (except for neonates).. we would call our senior houseman (most of the time, the captain) to help us to insert the branula.. during my second housemanship posting, i started to insert the femoral line and i did my toes amputation for diabetic patients ALONE while my MO was sleeping the whole night.. i did my first peritoneal dialysis together with my houseman friends without the presence of our MO when i was in the medical posting.. but now, what types of procedures that a houseman can perform..???

recently, during my busy oncall day, suddenly the nurse called me up “doktor, tolong insert branula, houseman dah cuba 2 kali tapi tak dapat”.. huh??? why can’t the houseman call me directly if he/she cannot get the line?? just left the patient and ordered the nurse to call me..?? what tpye of attitude is this..?? no responsibility at all.. when i went to see the patient, i found the vein of the patient was BIGGER than the vein on the manikin..!!!!! how could the HO fail to insert a line into such a huge vein..?????

deserved for HO kurang asam garam award.. (this HO also graduated from a local public university)..

# case 5

in the past, we houseman worked like lembu and donkey.. there was no time for us to sit and rest.. the MO just sat over the counter and monitored what we were doing.. we used to offer ourselves to assist the MO in doing any bedside procedures..

nowadays, the house officers are sitting over the counter and “observing” the MO doing their job.. no greetings, no offer, no initiative to learn..

deserved for HO kurang upaya fizikal award..

# case 6

houseman manja..

a female houseman is a little bit slow in doing her job and her medical knowledge is very poor.. but she likes to come to work late, and goes back home early.. every morning during the ward round, one of the surgeons likes to ask her a lot of questions to test her medical knowlege.. and most of the time she can’t answer.. one day, suddenly the surgeon receives a phone call when he is doing surgery “i’m the mother of @#$%, please stop asking my daughter any questions, or i will make a complain to the state health director..” huh?? like this also can arr..???

deserved for HO lampin pasti tak bocor award.. (this HO graduated from a local private medical school)..

so, is it really a houseman’s life so stressful..?? to me, YES in the past few years.. but NO in these days.. i don’t understand why the HO nowadays like to complain, small small things also complain, even language barrier with patients also become an issue to them..

in my opinion, these HO are too pampered by parents, not competent in clinical skills, too ego, and not taking positive attitude and initiative to improve themselves.. today, there are so many house officers in the ward compared to few years back, the workloads are markedly reduced.. so what are they complaining about..??? the stressfulness is mainly due to their incompetency to function as a house officer.. (of course there are still a lot of hard working, capable and reliable house officers around, but the numbers are not many now)..


advice: don’t become a doctor just because of the title “doctor”, or one may end up like them..

Saturday, August 20, 2011

i felt lost!

i felt lost...
dalam dunia sndiri..
dah x knal diri sendiri dh..
apa yg sy mahu?
apa yg sy tgh buat ni?
semua rs mcm x kna..
kenapa..kenapaaa...kenapaaaa..??
yaALLAH bimbinglah ak ke jalan Mu yg benar..
ke jalan Mu yg lurus..

ramadhan sudah mahu berlabuh tirai..
tp apa yg sy dpt untk bln ramadhan pnuh barakah ini?
i felt like i've got nothing..

Sunday, August 7, 2011

syukur

apa yg ada jrg disyukuri...
apa yg tiada sering di risaukn...
nikmat yg dikecap baru kan terasa...
bila hilang apa yg diberi...
timbul rs jemu bila sudah di dlm genggaman...
dunia ibarat air laut...
diminum hanya menambah haus...
nafsu bagaikn fatamorgana...
di padang pasir...
panas yg membahang disangka air...
dunia dan nafsu bagai byg2...
dilihat ada...
ditangkap hilang...


Tuesday, August 2, 2011

saya rasa..

saya rasa kan..
saya dh berjaya buang smua yg m'belenggu hati sy selama ni..
yeah..free..
ya hati sy free..:D

" just put ur trust in the Ever living ONE who Dies Not "

-mengharapkn Ramdhan kali ni penuh mkna..
agr dpt ku lalui dgn sempurna-

++kali ni puasa jauh dr family++
++hurm..nk make ike tuko++


Saturday, July 23, 2011

subhanallah..

ovulation - live

berat.....
seperti ada belenggu di anggota yang empat........
cuma tercegat.....
sesekali wajah pucat....
jerit sukma teramat kuat.....
sepertinya terjerat dalam jerat......
tidak kekanan atau kiri..
atau kedepan...atau kebelakang...
ada sekat....
ke dalam jua....
semuanya keparat....
mengharap pada Sang Penyelamat....
harus kuat.....

Monday, July 11, 2011

doa saidina UMAR Al-Khattab

doa Saidina Umar R.A:
'yaALLAH seperti Engkau tahu ak ni berwatak keras.
oleh kerana itu lunakkanlah hatiku,
aku ni LEMAH yaALLAH,,
maka kuatkanlah ak.
aku ni kikir yaAllah ,
maka jadikankah ak hambaMu yg pengasih ,pemurah dan dermawan."
amiin

muga dpt amalkn doa tersbut.


Wednesday, June 29, 2011

ohh Tuhan


Ku musafir ke pelusuk dunia
Memerhatikan gelagat manusia
Ada yang gembira hingga terlupa
Ada yang berduka tetapi gembira

Terasa lelah menempuh jalanan beronak duri
Kekadang sesat tanpa haluan
Sehingga punca hilang di mata
Kuturutkan jua hati yang buta
Kupasrahkan padaMu Tuhan
Segala yang akan berlaku
Kerana Engkaulah menentu segala
Menciptakan dunia penuh pancaroba


Tak terdaya rasanya kaki melangkah
Kau pimpinlah langkahku Tuhan
Agar tidakku kesesatan dari jalan SyurgaMu yang diidamkan
Kerana tidakku terdaya menahan seksa neraka
Tidak pula layakku ke syurga


Ku hanya hamba yang diciptakan dengan kelemahan
Sering daku terlupa sering jua daku terleka
Dengan nikmatMu yang melimpah didepan mata...

Thursday, June 9, 2011

suratan atau kebetulan?


kadang2 kita berdoa untk kuat,
tapi byk pulak dugaan yg mendatang,
kadang2 kita minta cerdik,
tapi masalh pulak yg bertandang,
kadang2 kita minta kebahagiaan,
tapi huru hara pulak menjelang..

tp kalu pikir dalam2..
dugaan membuatkn kita jd lebih kuat,
masalah menjadikan kita berfikir,
huru hara pula menjadikan kita tabah..
betol x?

-sesungguhnya Allah maha pengasih lagi maha Penyayang-


Sunday, June 5, 2011

untk adk-adk kt umah


''Ini termasuk kurniaanku untk mengujiku apakah ak bersyukur
atau mengingkari (akn nikmat-Nya),
dan barangsiapa yg bersyukur maka sesungguhnya dia bersyukur
untk (kebaikan) dirinya sendiri
dan barangsiapa yg ingkar,
maka sesungguhnya Tuhanku Maha Kaya Lagi Maha Mulia"

vid ats sy mahu tujukn untk adk2 kt umah..
hayati dan fahami..

untk tikah dan idah..
STPM dh nk dkat kn?
anggp ni adalah last chance sbg penentu ms dpn nnti..
smua mahu msk U kn?
so,
korbankn dlu bnda2 yang boleh menghalang untk capai cita2 k..
k.ma xleh nk tlg byk..
cuma bole bg nasehat jah..
then up to korang..
pikirlah sndiri untk kebaikan diri sndiri..
untk ms depan diri sendiri..
ingt ma abh..
pengorbanan mereka untk besarkn kita smua..

- dan sebaik-baik ibadah adalah menanti kemudahan dgn SABAR-



Saturday, June 4, 2011

what doesn't doesn't



As time goes on, you’ll understand.
What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t
Time solves most things.
And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself.